the worst news

my stepmother and i just got the worst news someone could ever get...my fathers hospice nurse stopped by and told us that as fast as he is declining that he only has about 3 days left give or take...im not ready to lose my father i love him with all my heart but at the same token i dont want him to suffer either...thank god for my daughter she will be mine and my stepmoms therapy taking care of her will help take our minds off of my father dying she is so beautiful and innocent that she will help us get through this huge milestone in our lives...im really trying to keep it together but its really hard i keep crying and my baby knows something is wrong she can sense it...thank u for listening to me and letting me get this out...kama lynn